A time to search and a time to give up,
A time to keep and a time to throw away,
A time to tear and a time to mend,
A time to be silent and a time to speak ...
-Ecclesiastes 3:6-7Ephraim Radner has been a voice crying in the wilderness, one of the remnant who continued to call orthodox Episcopalians to work within the system. I was one of those who dedicated a long time working within the system and was devastated when colleagues and friends - close friends - took off for AMiA after General Convention Denver 2000. There comes a point for those of us who work with the system, within the institution when we have that epiphany and friends, it is not a happy moment. It's difficult to know when that moment will come (and I do believe that there will be those God calls to stay in TEC and we should not point our fingers at them but pray and stand alongside as best as we can - if there is any hope of reconciliation it will be through the roots of their ministries). Ephraim Radner appears to have had his moment and his piece, published
here at TitusOneNine is both insightful, full of stuff to discuss and mull over, and finally sad. Here is an excerpt:
As for reality: There is clearly no real place left for conservative Christians within TEC’s official structures. It is obvious to me that, not only are the vast majority of the denominations leaders personally hostile to conservative commitments, but they have reached a point where they are quite open and brazen in their exclusion of conservative presence and influence within the councils of TEC. It is increasingly less likely that appointments of conservatives are made to diocesan, provincial, and national committees (the only way, for a long time now, that such a presence has even been possible); and it is certainly no longer likely that conservatives will be voted, by diocesan or national conventions, onto decision-making councils. Most of our seminaries apply, openly or surreptitiously, the gay-test (and probably do so in both directions, depending on the school). God forbid one should actually have a paper trail that marks one's views. When conservatives are appointed to Communion committees and councils, they are subjected from within TEC to howls of protest and to negative campaigns, engaged in not simply by concerned individuals, but by bishops and diocesan representatives.This is true - has been true for a long time. But to witness his clarity of understanding of the truth - the honest truth - is still devastating. This meeting of the House of Bishops was that watershed moment and it's clear that Fr. Radner gets it. It doesn't make me celebrate to read his piece, it makes me quite sad.
Richard Kew, another long time worker in the structural vineyard (and the brainstorm behind the 20/20 campaign that TEC took hold of while dropping him off at the nearest bus stop) has also written a heartbreaking piece which we hope to post here later on. This is not a happy moment but it is a necessary moment.
In fact, we have a long-distance dedication to the TEC House of Bishops. This seems to be it.
4 comments:
Oh, dear... what is really needed is a chance for the good archbishop to slip into a comfy cassock and hop a plan to the USA for a bit of chat.
Help make it happen.
Ebay - that is just way too funny.
bb
Not knowing if the e-mail address for you works, I will say here some things I might have rather said privately.
Bb says:
This is true - has been true for a long time. But to witness his clarity of understanding of the truth - the honest truth - is still devastating. This meeting of the House of Bishops was that watershed moment and it's clear that Fr. Radner gets it. It doesn't make me celebrate to read his piece, it makes me quite sad.
I am aching for you, BabyBlue. I know this is so hard. For so long, despite everything, you’ve nurtured in your heart hope.
I know because in my life I’ve done this three times. As a pre-teen I watched our conservative Lutheran home become liberal – leaving us - and forcing us to join a more conservative branch of Lutheranism. In college I became an Episcopalian. 10 years later I watched the ruckus over women’s ordination. I felt uncomfortable with that, but could understand how those who supported that came to their conclusions. Since I’m not the highest heel in the closet I figured perhaps my interpretations of Scripture were wrong. But when the Righter charges were dismissed and I knew I wasn’t wrong on sodomy, the Episcopal church left me. Then, as a grown woman attending a “Non-demoninational Protestant” church, we suddenly had a Christian Scientist as the pastor. No one else seemed to mind.
It’s not just that you have to stand up for what you believe is truth. And it isn’t so much that the others don’t see truth the same way you do (although we should be VERY concerned about that for those we love). It is the realization that they don’t love us! They don’t mind “loosing us”. It is so painful to think that they care more about the property – stuff that will pass away – than they do about people.
In the mid 80’s the Bishop for the Armed Forces was Bishop Burgreen (may his memory be eternal). He was a delight and I looked forward every year to an Episcopal Family conference in Germany. The thing I learned from him, which I thought so strange at the time, was that the most important hymn you will ever learn is a simple child's song - perhaps the first you ever learned - “Jesus Loves Me.” That along with “Amazing Grace” were his two favorites as I recall and we sang them every night at Compline! Remember that no matter what others think, “Jesus loves [you].”
Might I humbly suggest you look East. The Antiochian Orthodox church has received entire Episcopal congregations in recent years. No, it’s not quite Anglican. But it does preach the same doctrines as it did 2000 years ago. In Orthodoxy I found a home that will not change, will not leave me, will not expect me to leave unless I reject the teachings she has always held fast to.
I weep for you, BabyBlue. I know the hurt. I pray that you will find comfort in knowing that you already have the love of the only one who really matters.
Thank you. Those are kind and heartfelt words. God bless you.
bb
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